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No one knows I'm scared.I wish I could tell you all the things running in my mind;No one knows I'm scared. by ~DragonLover4Ever
I'd drag you into the whirlwind blowing down my walls
And I'd rub you raw with the sandpaper words that do the same to me.
I'd cut you open and watch you bleed,
As I do inside.
You tell me you're scared of leaving,
Scared of following a different path,
But what you don't know is I cried in the back seat of the car,
Terrified of my own ghost and what I will grow to be,
Petrified of seeing you move so far away,
Along with every soul who accompanied me as I grew.
I am not certain of these fingers that dance along plastic keyboard keys,
I am not confident with every word that bleeds from my pulsing veins.
What if I can't be the author I see in my dreams,
Tremors shaking me because dear lord I might fail and lose everything I hoped for.
You indeed say you're so scared,
And yes I really believe you,
But I just wish I could tell you how hard I cry at night,
How long I sit naked in the tub after I shower watching the steam cloud the mi